sat- went out with ct .. to cathey to celeb her bday.. my treat.. as her bday present.. i was wondering.. was did she do for my bday.. NOTHING? oh well.. ><"
sat 6pm- post rapunzel movie, went OC + the shopping centre opp OC, connected to OC... when i received an sms frm my mom.. my 1st uncle frm my dad side who got 'lock down syndrome' who had blod clot in basilar artery 3 months ago.. got into critical condition.. went to KTPH from 9-10.30pm.. slept at 1am only to b woken up at 2.30am to my mom talking to my aunt on the phone.. with news that my uncle passed away..
=( bz with the wake n etc till 5-6pm... =( i jux saw him on sunday =( he was so happie.. laughed... omg.. i cant believe time passed by so faz.. life flickers jux liddat... miss visiting him at his lentor residence.. sigh.. if i were in my cousins place i would b disraught since shes the only child..
depressing friday n weekend
Dude.. cant forget u.. im going crazy.. i hope time can erase u frm my mind just like how i can erase u frm my msn n fb..
sigh.. over liaox.. a close frewn lost..
clinicals is making me go crazy soon!~
haha!~ elo all!~
here i am, again, after 9 months!~ my most updated updates!!~
haha!~ year one of poly jux flew by.. now im in year 2 poly!~ 2nd sem..
can u imagine all the excruciating torture i went thru. oh man,, u wont coz ur not me...
someone said that i have been complaining since jc.. oh well.. if u didnt wanna hear.. then jux tell me off.. why did u even bother to reply me.. ><>
i wonder if any1 still reads my blog. i hope not.. since its been inactive , now is my time to vomit all the bloody brain diarrhea here...
1st) coz my frewns in uni r bz with their examz n life.. dont feel like bothering them..
2nd) coz the other FRIEND i sms ... wants us to b normal friends..(i tot we were normal frewns in the 1st place.. how to i depromote a normal friend to? = so i dlt him frm fb,msn an*supposedly hp* but i got no heart to dlt his number.. dude.. duno why but ur already like a close frewn to me.. though i only met u once.. oh well..ur number is still in my hp.. i already said bye to u dude..so its a bye.. guess u wont recognize me outside...coz i dont feel like saying hi to u nimore..sometimes words do hurt dude.. n "Sorry i sounded harsh" doesnt make it better)
3rd) Im bloody exhausted frm clinicals that i can only sms/tok on the phone.. its like morning 3am wake up to finish reasearching about some clinical condition, 6am head to sgh, 8-5pm clinicals, 6.30-home + dinner 7.30-8.30-a short driving game with my bro on his ps2, 9pm-sleep......
sigh..pathetic life aint it.. but when i see the aunties walking with less/no pain.. it jux makes me feel a lot better <3<3<3<3>
anw, bout my mom.. after her RT her skin got burnt..n we cant paste the gauze on her coz it sticks n tears her skin... omg la..but its drying up with my consistent dressing..oh well
life will b pathetic with one less friend n my other issues...
oh well i still hav my other frewn....
i forgot to mention.. my ex-classmate who i always chat with... since the day i diverted topic 3 times in convo when he was asking for wad i feel for him.......................is also not replying............................
so thats 2 frewns gone...
lets see.. do i hav more frewns missing..?
no?
i dunno =( i guess all these ppl will b gone frm my life in the future too....
=( depressed!~
dude.. i liked u........
