Last 2 dayz= went ViVO

YesTeRday i went to the flyer..

Today i went out with Study-Buddy n Her BesT FreWn..

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FLYER

orh man.. its my auntie's B'dae.. we went to the flyer..the story started when we alighted at City Hall Mrt Station..

Basically..went out of the train..met another auntie..n waited for another auntie n we took sum shutter bus to the FLyer.. it wasnt anything grand..but it look v high class n expensive..

Lucky im an August Baby..which means that with the ndp coupon, i get to go up for FREE!..
Well..when we reached there it was already night..so i took lotsa pics of my aunties tgt with the nite s'pore light as the background.. it was acutally moving damn slowly la..sianz..snap snap snap.. but all the pics my auntie took of me were shaky..ouh well.. (shall upload the pics when ive edited them..) .. but the sight was amazing.. it was really breath-taking.. -how i wish i had frewns to gawp with there n then..

then we went ot komala villas..for dosai..(which i dont like to eat ><) 1st..on the way there.. there was this tourist asking whether there was any shopping centre ard that area.. i was like..saying abt Funan etc ..forgot abt Raffles city @ the other side >< ...then he introed us to his wife who is a malay s'porean but dont look like one.. orh i shld mention this..his sons were HOT!!!! anw, my aunt asked where he was frm..he was frm saudi arabia.. orh man..imagine a guy who is mixed malay n saudi.. ><>

then when we were heading out of komala villas..there is this waiter who said bye to me n smiled frm ear to ear.. i was wondering..he neva c gurls bef izit..LOL!

then then.. on the way home.. i was jux pure satisfied.. kept tinking abt the mixed guy who looked sooooo HOTTTT!! -.- [i nid to get my hormones to settle down SOON!!!]

anw, the aunties talk were so censored that i have to laugh lyk no1's business! love their open-ness!! woohoooo..had a ball of a tym...


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Outing

orh man..i miss my sec sch kiddoz.. anw, we went to watch a movie..which is not worth watching.. orh man.. i swear i neva wanna watch anything liddat unless its my husband.. =)
then we went for lunch..wooohooo..KFC..talk talk..well..i listened.. =) love the best frewns..they r sooo nice.. then me n study buddy went to BPP .. to find sum1's b'dae present.. =) n we got 1 free facial n 1 free tummy slimming thingy.. lol..so farnie.. so we went to try it out..since its free!..haha..had a ball of a tym! this day iz sooo fun cool n yet nice..

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Today's Playgrd Wish.. : I wanna get a MIXED-Blood BF!
P.S. : today my dad brooched the subject abt sending me to Iran Uni.. haixxx...

Almost enuf..

my dad gimme another $10 last nyte ^^

my mom saying she giving me more today ^^ yeah! can pay hp bill le..

havent ate a full lunch in sch for super long..have been saving my money to pay my hp Bill..

i hate delaying payments.. ^^ always pay sch funds on time..

orh man.. lucky only ST's bdae thats coming..no one else.. soo..

hope its enuf.. but im sure i cant pay my hp bill fully this month..

ouh well..financial stuff suckz..

chem paper.. iz like so fast.. didnt complete..anyhow whack!..

LOL.. yawn.. hope it stop raining soon!

P.S: HaPPY B'DAE AunTIE BUN!

PlayGrd Wish: I wanna b a TAI TAI ^^

mom's keep threatening me to cut stop my tuition everytym i disobey/ talk back against her..

well.. its interesting ..really.. when my bro was in sec sch n jc..he didnt want tuition n my mom insist on him having one..which in the end he quitted..

n when i wanted tuition..she had to grudgingly approve..n she has to complain every nite n day how expensive my tuition is..

last tym she wants me to study

now i study willingly..n want to improve m weak subs n shes complaining..

i was holding my specs n it broke into half..

well.. she had to complain that its so damn expensive to get me a new frame..i said buy me 3 months contacts..aft that i can work n buy my own specs but she doesnt want..

i ask for monthly money..she had to camplain its too much n grudgingly give me..

when i dont ask..she still ask my dad for the money for my 'supposedly sch activities' for her own use..

when my bro dont ask for money..she give him willingly..

my younger bro's expenses in a month = $4 x 20 days + $5 KFC for every 15 days in a month = $155 AND YES ..HE's in PRI 5!

My elder bro who is getting a scholarship of $1000 every month and is still getting some money frm my parents..

my expenses = $100 where i have to pay my own hp bills, class funds n personal expenses..

Talk abt equality.. lol.. this is how biased a mother can be.. n this month.. i calculated i only got $40 for the whole month.. laughable izint it.. i dont know how im gonna pay my hp bills..

its jux farnie how life is..

i was sick today...vomitted.. my mom gave me a choise.. either go doctor n loose my this weeks pocket money..or stay in bed..

LOL!... i stayed in bed..


humourous..



life itself..


itz jux interesting...


sometimes i wish i had financial security...



my 'playground' wish today : I wanna get married to the owner of CHOC. FACTORY!

baka means idiot in jap..

i feel like its prelims.. O lvl prelims.. whre panic mode havent strike me..

where i feel a sense of peace.. where i do the papers without excessive last min studying..

know why?.. coz i nid some thing bad happening to me bef i will panic..

coz aft prelims.. i will panic.. i will.. then i will nid self-motiovation to move on n study..

this is me...

this is my life..

i say idiot..coz i think i still like that idiot..thus im being one..for liking him..

i dont know..keep looking out for him bef sch.. ><

orh man.. when i catch myself doing that.. i realise ..some ppl jux cant get out ur system..

esp when u will see them everyday, every morning.. all the time..

well, ive stopped msging guys..

thats an improvement..

now..its either my clique or ST or study buddy..

i hope it stays that way.. ^^ my senior called me the other day..

i hope his troubles gets solved soon.. ^^ orh man i realise that he takes my words dam seriously sometimes..

i said.. i dont like him talking abt his gurls or love life.. then it seems that it got to him..

i didnt mean it that way.. im not jealous if thats wad preventing u frm talking bout it..

a friend is a friend.. friends share whateva they feel like sharing..

no matter wad the isue is abt kaez!?

^^ i will listen.. ^^

PS: HAPPIE 18th B'Dae CUZZIE <~MuRnI~> !!!! =)=)=)

was so excited today coz my aunt wanna bring me to the flyer...Lol.. in the end it didnt happen..Haha.. eh.. im happy to b an August baby.. got free entry to flyer till 31st august.. ^^

lol.. a SP guy remmebered my B'dae today ..lol.. ^^

>< tml..my cousinz B'dae ..

Happie 18th B'Dae Murni.. =)
May Allah bless ur life n may u achive your aims in the near future ^^

>< S'pore won 1 silver medal..lol..ok la..good for a tiny island ^^

i guess beijing olympics this tym is a great success.. ^^ way to go china ^^

eh.. i guess i have to study physicz soon..orh man.. i procrastinate so much this prelims..

it feels like my O lvls prelims.. ^^

ehehe... i wanna watch the closing ceremony le!! ^^ c ya!!

Another Meow-y gift.. not that im complaining..

Thx CH3CH3 =) n AnGeLine =) ... got a SILVER meow this time.. n a silver star =) pretty pretty..thx ^^



Tinking abt the cows i got when i was in sec 3.. n the pink duck n the green hippo last year.. how come ppl give me weird animalz..? i wonder..




=) TeaCheRs dAy Coming.. 2 teachers i tresure the most n im pacted my life in my whole 14 yrs of education : Mrs Ram (sec sch) n Mr Oh.. (jc) neva has any teacher talked to me n make me feel like i want to do more for them =) but these two teachers have.. their words of wisdom have make me thank Allah for them.. ^^ 2 teachers who i feel like slapping them with my results n say..OI SEE i CAN DO IT! r both my mathz teacher n sec sch n jc..LOL whats with mathz chers n horrible characters?

Stood up for 3 hours plus..ironed almost 2 baskets of clothings.. >< orh man..so tiring..

feel so house wifey.. iron clothes..wash clothes..dry clothes..

clean the house.. clean my room.. vacuum the floor.. mop the floor..

teach my younger bro.. study fr sch..

orh man..no wonder some ppl say im jux too busy with life..

>< yawn..bless rachel who intro-ed me to anime 4 yrs ago...? i tink.. ^^

^^ my room is clean! n my dads clothes r all foldd n ironed! the washing machine is tumbling all my dirty clothes!! -.-" ...







i dont want to be a house wife when i grow up!..




i wanna work! =) yawwnnn.. nyteZ! =)

haha..i had a meowwwish b'dae

update of ppl who remembered my bdaE!

17th - the-guy-who-threw-the-chair-down ^^ (secret joke in my clique..) .. (-Hey!! Sum1 turn 18 2dae -)

18th - Kenny ^^ thx... ^^

19th - Zi Yinggg ^^ or shld i say Zi Yang.. =) [came 1 hr aft my Bdae ^^] (-hey babe! Happy belated Bdae! You can finally watch m18 movies! Hahah. Isnt that great for you! Haha. Many happy returns n all the best for your future endeavours :-D -)

20th- Nicole (-Happy birthday! :) -)

Heyhey.. guess what! i really got 18 Birthday wishes on my Bdae!! ^^ great! ...




anw update on what i got..

i got a MEOW card frm hope-rach

i got a Pair of MEOW-pretty hp thingy frm ST [ hmm..everything she give comes in pair!! ]

i got a MEOW-hp pouch (plus stickers n blur shoelace) frm ruth n study-buddy!



Thx every1 =) i had a meowish 18th Bdae =)

LOL! n all of them r pink.. haha.. at least pink cats not pink ducks..





how come my bdae presents always mux b some weird animal every yr?.. weirdd.. ><

orh..n i screwed up all of my exam papers.. there goes my prelimz... ^^


i wanna go clarke quay aft Prelimz! =) hope im able to drag ST n hope along =)



He forgot my Bdae .. totally didnt know .. n totally ignored.. no happie belated bdae..

BAKA BAKA BAKAAAA!!!!

ouh well...ST said : U shldnt look for a guy who'll bring u an umbrella on a rainy day but one who will brave the rain with U .. Good point ^^

haha..lets be self-centered here..

COzzz....its MY BDAE! ..today i turn 18..not that nice aft all...

at midnight a ate pocky pocky..yummyy... ^^

then i receive continuous smses thruout the day...

Thankz ppl 4 ur wishes n calls.. (-my msges-)

1st- Zheng Guang (-said i tink today is ur bdy..haha Happy 18th bdae!-)

2nd- Luqman (-Hey, Happy Bdae!-)

3rd- Hope^^ My Good Frewn^^ (-Happy Birthday, Syu =]-)
+++Thx 4 the cute card!! +++

4th(my fav no.)- Shu Min^^ my bad best frewn.. (-HAPPY 18th Birthday!! HAHA.Guess im not the 1st to msg u ba! juz like to wish you all the best in what you do for the rest of your life. stay cheerful,healthy and happy foreva! i will remain as your bad best frewn(oxymoron!) oh ya! almost forgot. Happy indonesia's independance day too :D -)

5th- Khatija^^ my ex-classchairperson^^ (- a heart =) happy bdae babe! love you lots. muacks.may Allah bless you always -)

6th- CH3CH3^^ (- Happie Bday!! you are finally 18.Haha..Jiayou for the rest of he Prelim papers n all the best for your A lvl -)

7th- Ruth (-Happie Bdae gurl-)

8th- Guitarrr (-Hey.. Babes.. Happy Bdae.. Woos..Someone is a major now..Can take Driving license already..Ha..Ha.. May all your wishes come true..Have a Great n fun day..All the best for Prelims too..-)

9th-Wei Ting (-Hey Happy Birthday :) -)

10th- Sangz Call!! =) [1st call for the day!!!!^^]

11th- Ct Syuhada^^ (-Happy bdae nur!Da 18 seh.. Ok la May all your wishes and Dreamz come true-)

12th-Rachie! ^^ (- Haha..Happy Bday!-)
+++Thx 4 the cute card!! +++

13th- EstEE^^ (-HeY! Very Happy 18th Bdae!! Best Wishes in the coming yr! B-) -)

14th- Rae (-Hey Dearest! Hapi Burfdae 2 ya! Wish ya all the best in yr future endeavours as well as the prelims n the As!! God Bless u :-* -)

15th- Isabelle (-Hey Dear! Happy 18th Bday! Enjoy yourself today ks? Haha.. ;-) -)

16th- My Auntie Bunn!! =) [2nd call for the day!!!!^^]

eh..16 only?...aiyo..i was expecting 18 =X

Hahah..had a normal day today!! ...except..
1 was fasting ...
2 havent touch my chem eventhough tml's my chem prelims..
3 i got 2 presents 1st-a bdae card..^^ a v cute pretty card [i wont get a bf soon i tink to both ur dissappointment.. ;) .. n hope 3 part present.. -1st a marvel ginvera exfoliating gel..2nd n 3rd- 1 earring n 1 ear stut ^^ pretty pretty...wohoootz!
4 my mom cooked my fav food..satay goreng..hers is non-comparable to any shop..the taste is jux AMAZING..miss it since she started working...
5 a bitty dissappointed tt HE forgot my badae..haha
6 my bro have been nice to me the whole day..
7 tuition was =X

study study study..

im sick of it

walked to sch with one of my ex-classmate that day..

nothing to say..

wordless clueless..awkwardness...

i sputtered a question..tried to b happie..but it wasnt happiness

i felt ..normal.. i guess my crush period is over..

now its studies taking over..

im worried

if i cant do it

if i cant make it

if i cant make them happie..

if instead i make them worrie..

bout my future..

if i have a future..

if i could ace..

and get any As..

that is needed..

to where im headed..

or would i jux a like my bro..

who used to be a pro..

a dissappointment is what they already had..

a dissappointment is not another thing they wuld get..

but am i able to achieve those high expetations...

of me..of my parents..of my family..of everyone around me?..

or would i jux be a shame and go nowhere...

i made a promise to b the 1st in the family to enter a uni...

but can i make all those DREAMZ come true and still be me?..

conflicting thoughts conflicting aims conflicting feelings conflicting emotions..

can i endure thru this last stretch after 12 years thru the education system..

conflicts conflicts...









tears..





tears..





will my parents get their only daughter to perform or will she be another bad investment?...





conflicts..





confused..






i nid a pillar...i nid my bad best frewn.. ><

orh man..u juc lite up moi day!


im glad sumthing i did on impulse made u laugh n smile liddat!


its like sooo WOOOWWW!!!


how i wished u did that more often..


..was v happie i get to sit beside him..but it was v stuffy..so i was v jumpy..*uncomfortable..* but i hope i ge to sit beside u more often..


*smile* i like it when u smile... u only did that 3 times..the whole full-voltage SMILE! woohoo..
i tink im jux crazy...


jux passed my mathz..im getting no beta at anything..time to put in more effort!!!


called my gd-jj-frewn 2 days back..my complain ended up me advising him to study..LOL!

>< smile more lerhz...

even if u dont have any1 u like in class..jux smile n make my day!! =)