Yutian : thx a lot.. i knoe u would.. =) i shall keep on trying..
Liang yu : thx dear.. =) haha.. smsed u all my replies.. =) anw, thx a lot.. =)

To my senior if he eva opensn read my blog.. : thx super a lot.. =) for being the shoulder to cry on.. when im happie sad angry... ur my father brother best frewn gd frewn..all in 1.. wohoootz.. i will try to heed ur advice..

to the guy.. i have been toking to him..smsed him.. ouh well..he said that if i neva initiate calls/sms the friendship will die off cause he's jux liddat..thts the way he is..but if its his gf..it will b diff..how i wish i was his...but he treats me like a normal distant frewn...

Econs : failed..
Maths : Passed marginally anw, wads wit mr leow implying when he said.."whoa Syuhada u passed!"
Phy : no idea
Chem : sure fail

PSC sholarship talk ... going to go wit my bad best frewn next SAT.. was gg to ask him if she didnt wanna go with me.. =) wooohooootz..its at orchard hotel!.. =)

yesterday..IFD / CFN cultural fiesta nyte..was so fun..saw my ex-crush saw my super senior..walked home with them..one of the guys super open/crude..LOL..some malay crude jokes..but even thou they r ITE guys, they have my mentality plus comitment to sch.. salute them for that!..woohoooo..hope to c them super soon!..they all wish me luck for my As...
P.S : mrs ram got thinner..by ard 5 kg..i tink.. ms leong still neva wears skirt..threatened to buy her a mini skirt for teachers day..LOL..she laughed at me..n say..go waste ur money!..LOL..hope went home with andrey n daniel while i went home with my 3 guy seniors..lol..wads with us n guyz...HAHA!..


was typing im facebk..tried the bdae thingy..entered my bdae..n got a v true prediction..
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love, Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

My heart wanna break.. (sum1 i used to like..neva tok to me..neva say hi nimore.. no more smilez..saw me but neva tok nimore..no more..no more..no more..its all over..a friendship..)
i have decided..no more chatting with him..no more emails..no more calls.. im tired of liking sum1.. its like having only one hand to clap..1st step..delete his no frm my hp..bye ..friend.. it has been a nice 1 n a half yr having u as a frewn..really had fun in my 1st 3 mths class.. tink u knw hu u r..if u eva read blogs..*sobs*

Studies..-failed econs.. yu tian..im so sry..thx 4 the qn..i knoe i wanted to break out at that pt....
wanted to act brave so i said i was ok.. n now im crying in front of the comp..
-failing... gp..
chem..
mathz..
phy..
- i feel so tired of studying..so demoralising.. i tink i wanna break under the pressure..
- i knoe i have my bad best frewn..my gd frewn..my jc gd frewn..every1..but i dunno..
- i knoe i have to do that much as i did in O lvls..
-i nid ppl to study with me..
- i dont nid the excessive pressure that im having now..


i feel not in the atmosphere that i was in in 4D..i miss sec sch.. i hate jc life.. i hate this miserable n stressful yet experiencial 2 yrs...IT SUCK...

i wanna live..

tell me how to live...

im no longer able to survive int he condition that im in...

i gave a brave front.. but when i reach home..i break down...

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a broken heaRT..

I NID A pocket full of sunshine...

Heyz!!

Liang yu : Hie!! =)
Sangz: thx 4 dropping by.. =)
Serene: Hie..thx 4 dropping by.. =)

Hols ending..almost completing stuying 1 sub only..Damn pathetic..

UpDatEZ

• completed MOE aTTachment
• completed playing
• completed trip to the zoo
• completed reading bks..
• completed in spending quality time with my bro
• completed claening the house
• completed in going ZOO with my bro n Sangz n khatija
• completed in sending hope off to czech n she oso returned already(gave my a neon-pink bracelet)
• NOT completed in STUDYING

WohootZ..my hols a big rush.. ppl who have impacted my hols .. -every1 in MOE's Organisation Development Division..(esp- Carol n Raja n Anna n my attachment NY gurl-Shin Wei n d cute guy in that division..haha...)....N my bro...N my frewnz!...wohoootz!... miss SHAREZ..miss my best frewn..miss erhemz....miss every1..wohoootz...

k la..my bro beside my impatiently waiting to plae BOTZ...

signing off...

wohoootz...

check facebook - MOE ExCEL Fest 08' for further info....wohooootz!.. =)