had my wisdom tooth extraction yest = numb-ness , endurable pain...

feel so suffocatted!.. feel so trapped... feel so restless.. feel so irritated n annoyed!!!...








argh!!

i realli wonder what free fall feels like...


anw, i mugged so hard yesterday!! n Fell so hard today...

lets re-cap the events that happen today...

outline of events : - shoe came for 1 hour lecture... , -ponned her other 2 hour lecture to study, ponned another presentation to study... n screwed up for the test that she studied so hard for... dunno la.. i jux blanked out!! i jux cant tink with people staring into my face.. omg.. so scary..






haix.. sigh.. next murder that will totally kill shoe : anatomy..


these days i feel like talking to that someone but the person is not available.. a bit saddened.. but i tink i should b understanding coz its his final year in poly.. so might b having a v hectic life.... =(=( ...

anw, i bought 2 low cut - sleeveless tops today!! that is uber thin!! that i can wear with cardigan.. niway will b wearing tudong so will cover.. omg!! these days uber hot la!! my excema is acting up like no1's business...!!


i wanna a shoulder to lean on.. someone i can cry on.. someone who can tink like i tink.. someone who can give me the truth.. someone who can give constuctive ideas n not only pamper me..i hate being pampered but i like being understood... =(

reasons why i tink my younger bro is pampered :

1) he still sleeps with my mommy even when he is 12!!

2) he cant even iron his own clothes when my mommy is not ard n i happen to be sleeping .. n now ITS MY fault that he goes out with an un-ironed clothes..

3) he needs my mom to FEED him or he will not eat

4) he sleeps with his 12-year-old baby pillow

5) its every1 else fault that he doesnt score n not bcoz he neva put in effort to studying

6) if he wants KFC/MAC, he immediately gets it

7) if things doesnt go his way, he cries n he gets his way in the end

8) he is only 12 n he has : hp, nintendo, gameboy, his own comp to play his retard games

9) he cries if he tinks that he is gonna b late for sch so he is always the 1st few to reach school

10) he is gonna go to a NEARBY neighbourhood sec sch so that he wont cry/be late for sch

xth reason) im tired of being scolded for NOT babying him so im writing down why i tink my younger bro is pampered


so do u tink my younger bro is pampered?


F@#$#%^ back to muscular system!!!! okok... hmm.. myosin,actin,sacromere...ARGH!!

p.s. : someone called me coz i said that after my tests i might be more free-er to go out.. so he's waiting to go out with me.. n guess what?.. i dont feel like it.. F#@Q$@ u cant force me to go out.. u tink hu r u sia? my bf?.. even my frewns cant force me out of my house... i go as n when i feel like going out.. n i dont feel like going out with any guys in my life .. not at this moment.. im jux anti guys who smokes.. so i will jux find a reason not to go out.. unless the guy is a non-smoker.. then i will consider..

shoe's friend requirement : non-smoker!!~ (i dont mind people who drink once in a while..but no alcoholics nor smokers...)

i know this update a bit slow but

this week


has been


a v horrible weekkk



i jux wanna faint!!







1)MONDAY: mandarin test was horrible terrible vegetable!!! omg omg..!! i dunno la
the teacher expect us to : know what is gallbladder/iintestine, bladder etc in chinese only after 2 months of learning chinese... YA RIGHT!!! wth!! i dunno lo!! i tink i might have to re-do that module

2)TUESDAY: physiology test was omg crazy coz i didnt sleep much the night before to cram!! but it was worth it.. but half of what i studied didnt come out!! i dunno wat the hell is a salpingitis!! which i put as ovary but it happen to b the fallopian tube ><" *faints* so... not positive abt this test either also....

3) since sat my right lower jaw's gum at the end was pain but on WEDNESDAY, it was tooooooo pain!! so today i skipped half of my lesson.. to go dental check-up!! i got an OPG!!!! omgomg!!.. n guess what?!?! my wisdom tooth not growing properly!! so i have to go for wisdom tooth extraction = surgery!! *faints* its on the 22nd july..!! (neva gone on a surgery before.. v scared... n 2 weeks of pain .. =X )





=X
signing offf!!!,
SHOE