im pissed..then im happy..then im sad.. then im dissappointted.. then im neutral again...

thats my emotional ride yesterday

whoa.. in life.. u jux cant expect things to go right...it jux keeps turning left..

@ the start of the day.. i made my younger bro n my young cousin cry coz they neva study n got a lecture frm me..

then my mom scolded me.. but it wasnt my fault that they r damn lazy.. she wasnt that lenient to me when i was young.. i cant remember being pampered that much... =X she calls me their step mother.. then when i teached them at library..she seems happy with it.. coz im making effort to improve my younger brther's horrible science..lol!! its the student that needs to make effort .. not the teacher!! LOL

that made me pissed till i teared a bit

then that guy frm the post below asked me to collect his hp frm j.e. as a favour for him n passed it to him later in the day.. so i said.. okiez.. lol! (a decision which i regret) in the end i didnt pass it to him n have to meet up another day =X ...


{while waiting for the hp, i met my JC shooting senior.. hu i missed so much .. n my cousin!! LOL}

n shittily.. i wasted 2 freaking hours waiting for him..nn guess what?!?! when i called him, he said he was bz at that moment!! WTH!! .. n made me wait 2 hours at lot 1 ... v pissed off...

{luckily my gd gd frewn was there to accompany me =) *grins*}

then @ lot 1 i met 2 other seniors frm my sec sch!! n my pri sch classmate!! omgomgomg!! crazy day...then went slack ard lot 1 till 8pm with my 2 seniors n one of the senior's ex... ><>< they keep insisting that i sell that hp n split the profit..LOL!! joke ard for 2 hours till i also no energy... then i go home.. n felt disspointted by that guys action n talked to him abt it.. even he agreed that every1 will be pissed off if they were in my situations..ouh well.. he apologised like..5 times?.. 2 in an sms.. 3 times while talking.. but i was pissed off..so i jux gave cold replies.. anw, finally i cleared up after the typical gd morn msg.. tat i jux wanna b treated as a NORMAL friend.. nothing more.. =) {almost the same as what i tild my senior the last tym =X}
ouh well ..this morn he agreed.. lets quote "im not rushing things. dont worry im not ready myself for anything" .... wohooo!! now tym for my interview..
wish me lucks..!!

will update on how it goes on later
here im to say : thx lots to my gd gd frewn n my senior who was able to lighten my mood yesterday!! Love u 2 lots =)