i forgot to apply for NYp.. n now when i got aceepted..people's tots n all r holding me back

im confused.. i wanna tok abt it


but every1 doesnt seem to b free.. no1 i want to tok to seem to b there...

to the guy hu i desperately want to hear his tots..he is doing his fyp at this moment..n said this to me..'then may god bless you and guide you for the sake of ahlul bait' thx dear..!
love u as a friend =) thx for all the effort of understanding me..listening to me..thx for ur reply.." ok great i love u as a muslim @ 11.55pm on 24/03 "



n to my bro's frewn hu gave me endless advices n all.. thx dear!! bless u =)





to the guy hu said the things that make me cry in my confused mind..but said sorry AFTER i already broke down....... i have no comments le...telling me ur blog now also have no use... http://hiseverymoment.blogspot.com/
tink its hard to trust people harz?..i knoe.. but at least i try to trust people hu have trusted me..n try to open up to them.. conversations with them doesnt seem like a Q n A section
they try to understand me... maybe i jux dont fit into ur life... haix...



i dont know .. now im at a crossroad.. that doesnt seem to have a clear definition....

confused.. i jux wanted someone to talk to on the phone n give me a clear idea of whats twisted in my mind at teh moment..cant tink clearly...


if thts so difficult.. i dunno wad to say le...
i jux ran out of words..its jux tears..
confusion
n no1 to share it with me....