yesterday yesterday.. i got an sms that shocked me..anw, by the end of sms-ing the person i got so frust i told the person im gonna block him frm my inbox le..then another frewns frewn called E also hate the guy.. so he said we shld team up n have a JAP .. J's Assasination Plan..Lol....
anw, yesterday i felt as though sum1 stabbed me with a blunt knifethe person who i call my senior .. ouh well.. i met his classmate at work..guess what i found out.. he has been sick.. he doesnt nid an internship coz he's jux damn smart(lol.. proud of him)n when his firned ask him hu am i... im jux a friend.. (not a sec sch frewn.. not anything else.. nothing else.....)so i was tinking.. do i mean anything to him?.. am i jux a fellow friend?...even his friend was asking.. am i close to him.. i questioned myself that yesterday too...
am i bugging him when i call him?...
i dunno..
i feel confused..
hu r u to me?.. hu am i to u?...

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i dont know...
do u know?...


~i wonder if he eva read this blog anymore..~