oh well.. i tink the 2nd jan hav jux make the word friend have a new meaning to me..




i toked to an ex-classmate..
chatted online n tok on the phone n i realise something..
i felt v over protective.. >< i dont want people ard me to b hurt...





i feel like i wanna know that friend beta =) hehe... cukoo me.. coz i actually enjoyed toking to him..
Zzz... =) another good frewn-to-be? only time will tell




anw, toked to my senior the other day
catched up on his life.. he seems to be coping well.. ouh well..










yesterday i went to swap my off day to today and got a stern 'why so late then want to swap' tok with a tl.. lol.. in the end tml im not accompanying my frewn for his stuff..lol.. n i tink i pushed it too far yest morn when i toked to him.. imagine jumping ard the SAME topic for almost 2 hours.. >< 2-4am.. then i got headache..=bad mood =super sensitive.. n something he said made me jux snap n bang down the phone.. =X ..n he apologised [i dunno what for coz i was the one hu should for throwing a tantrum] ..lol... haix...



today..i hit 80 inbound calls..lol..90 total stats...LOL! 1st time..in so manyyy days.. haix.. but its hell la.. i dispute soo many dump at I/C. .. Zzz... haix.. then got one..coz i received a msg then i bad mood..then i tok not so smooothly.. in the end frm no dispute become a dispute case..LOL! ...Zz... im unstable ...






























Playgrd Wish Today : how i wish i knew u beta bef ... Lol.. all i can say is that im blind?.....ouh well.. i'll jux wait n wait... Zz...