waDs in my mind
Friday, October 10, 2008
when im silent = im angry..im pissed.. or im tired...or im SAD = stay away =leave me alone
when im excessively crazy = im stressed..i wanna talk.. i wanna calm down n throw all my stress energy in terms of words...
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im pissed.. @ sum1
u ask me..
why i have so much free time...
if u dont wanna talk.. dont pick up the call...
after like 4-5 years of knowing me. u r the only person who doesnt know n understand ME..
will u eva get me? to me ( as i have said n told) u r still a piece of puzzle i can never solve.. but me being so open n transparent to u (which i not usually am to non-girl friends), N u tell me u dont get me?
y r u so blind?...
does friendship means only pick up a friends call when ur having UR HOLIDAYS?!?
well, friendship cannot be like that.. i hate friends who only sms/talk to others abt important matters...
friends shld share gd n bad times.. they r not only there when u nid them to help u..
if u dont wanna talk nor listen, fine by me.. save your oh-so-prescious time.. for something else.. if u r telling me this, n ur only at poly, it shows how distant we will b once we touch work-life.. once i touch uni.. once u go for NS... i am angry.. but im more sad then anrgy.. u made me cry the 2nd time... this yr.. 3rd time eva since i know u........ there is a limit to me too u know........ u might neva read this.. but im jux venting out my feelings.. so it wont interfere in my studying..... =)
anw, something cute happened.. ME n study-buddy went to watch HOUSE BUNNY! sooooo kawaiii!! ... hahaha... n my younger bro watched his 1st horror movie with me on SAT..last SAT... ;) so cute.. i end up having to slp in his rm coz he couldnt slp... -.- so cute!! hahaha... its the story 'THE RING' ... hehehehe... n... i saw a super nice brown guy shirt.. i hope my study-buddy's bro will buy that shirt... -.-" i knoe its like no-link ... Zzzz... anw, im dying a slow n horrible death.. my parents r pressuring me to work when its not even after A lvls.. they r jux crazy! LOL!...
Playground wish for TODAY: I wanna REVERSE time....
i saw my sch hall stage filled with cute little kids today..
it cheered me up after the gloomy week...
they were singing n dancing so innocently ...
i wan touched..i was jumping up n down crooning over hw cute they r .... i jux went crazy...
so KAWAIII!!!!! .................