there i was walking towards the MRT, towards home, in oblivion, as always...




talking abt the caste system, about modern people, about history..with my frewn...





when the trains arrived..i idly strolling in while tons rushed in to grab a seat..



there i stood with the 987 top 20 blasting thru my ears...





when i strarted observing my surroundings...





right in front of me is a worn-out office-looking man in a blue long-sleeved shirt.. looking jux so exhausted that he is looking at a spot above my head (empty white area of the MRT)... listless-ly, crossing is arm.. jux impatient to be home i guess...





n to his left is this couple.. the gurl is jux uber-pretty ..jux imagine this average gurl who has a flawless face with a tiny mole on the bottom of her right cheek..in this pretty-decent yet gorgeous-on-her dress.. hugging a grey file with a black laptop bag.. with a next-door-looking guy(who i shall assume is a bf) im front of her.. they were so obsessed in their oh-so-heated-looking argument.. throwing continuous retortions to each other...n 5 stops later, the guy got off the train.. n the gurl looked crushed.. kept looking at the door.. n took out her hp.. to hold it.. as if expecting a call... n as though it could read her mind, it rang.. n there she goes talking animatedly to that hp....





n on the right of the guy in front of me..there is this other pretty looking gurl who is totally engrossed in her book.. ( wonder whether i look liddat reading on the mrt...)





n to my right...around a metre away.. i c this couple.. the guy is in hot pink shirt.. pretty-muscular.. with PURPLE hair .. n white specs... the gurl had her back to me.. orh man.. how i would love to have her hair..!! imagine a hip-length hair that is sooo straight, soft-looking and natural looking!!!






n i continued standing there in awe.. just purely observing the whole scene ..the whole everyday life glaringly in front of my face.. a multiracial community, all going-thru the hustle n bustle of city life... so obsessed in their own-narcissistic life.. oblivious to their surrounding...3/4 of whom are using electronic devices..(i, too, am guilty as charged =)) ...
and jux living their own life... in ignorance... so uptight... neva really enjoying life...

i feel sadness weighing on me..


bcoz i tink thats the life im living...




when u dont really care abt every1 ard u....







(i do care for some people...) ... i tink im the easiest person that every1 can read like a book...








i felt sad today.. suddenly felt like crying..i jux missed the idea of being in this class...who i hate yet love... i jux wanted to c every1 smile a last tym.. a true smile... it suddenly fell on me that the next step aft this... is no longer formal class-room style of education...
that we r growing up n out of education...

that today i is the LASt day im gonna feel like a real-student...










today im really doing lotsa thinking....














i feel sad.. i feel crushed... i wanna stay a student...yet i wanna grow up...


















n the inevitable doom in 2 wks..sadddddd