my moms toking nonsense again..


shes preeching abt how impt education is..



n she told me not to involve myself in adults talk...




so what am i? an invalid? a typical normal gurl who dumb herself down to look gd in front of others? i am a person whose education teaches her to say what they think..give their opinions on maters.. not ignore it.. n DUMB myself down..





jux now she jux announced in front of the whole family ... that she's gonna c whose gonna go get a degree 1st.. she jux gave me n my bro the inevitable competition...






its frustrating irritaing.. n depressing n stressful for me okay?!? its jux so furiously FREAKING Stressful.... =X















hate it..


















it jux angers me that im supposed to be like OTHER GIRLS! PRETTY DUMB barbie-doll looking idiots..!! i dont wanna b like them! my mom jux bruise my self-esteem BIG time... maybe i should go on one of those eating-disorders...maybe she'll want me too.. i wonder...











my cousin has a new bf?














































PLAYGROUND Wish for today: i wanna b who i am...i wanna b apathetic to my moms words..