TearZ
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
tears.. are they all mine..
these wonderful things that shines like crystals and fall as my heart break n cry...
im tired in sick of everything everyone.. feel that i might as well die...
im jux tired of all the studying when all i want is to smile n shine...
yesterday i was with a jc frewn n met my pri sch frewn n my jc class mate..
jux now i was with my sec sch frewn n saw my jc crush...
im tired..i wanna sit at a playground n play all day..
but mommy say " u have to study or u'll neva get pay "
why dont everyone jux go away...
i jux want time for fun and play..
i want to live a life..
not like those zombies i see everyday..
those who smile coz they could mug all day...
i wana b a gurl who have sumthing nice n fun that i can smile at one day...
not thinking back n regretting all those time i shld have enjoyed in my younger days..
im tired..
im jux too tired...
i want to live a life thats worth living..
not one that is filled with things i frown upon some day...
some guy who used to b my classmate n is now a frewn of mine havent been replying my sms..did i say sumthing wrong..?.. i wonder...
i wish this could b my first year where i looked upon to start a new day...
is my everyday going to b as dreadful as today?
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