My heart wanna break.. (sum1 i used to like..neva tok to me..neva say hi nimore.. no more smilez..saw me but neva tok nimore..no more..no more..no more..its all over..a friendship..)
i have decided..no more chatting with him..no more emails..no more calls.. im tired of liking sum1.. its like having only one hand to clap..1st step..delete his no frm my hp..bye ..friend.. it has been a nice 1 n a half yr having u as a frewn..really had fun in my 1st 3 mths class.. tink u knw hu u r..if u eva read blogs..*sobs*

Studies..-failed econs.. yu tian..im so sry..thx 4 the qn..i knoe i wanted to break out at that pt....
wanted to act brave so i said i was ok.. n now im crying in front of the comp..
-failing... gp..
chem..
mathz..
phy..
- i feel so tired of studying..so demoralising.. i tink i wanna break under the pressure..
- i knoe i have my bad best frewn..my gd frewn..my jc gd frewn..every1..but i dunno..
- i knoe i have to do that much as i did in O lvls..
-i nid ppl to study with me..
- i dont nid the excessive pressure that im having now..


i feel not in the atmosphere that i was in in 4D..i miss sec sch.. i hate jc life.. i hate this miserable n stressful yet experiencial 2 yrs...IT SUCK...

i wanna live..

tell me how to live...

im no longer able to survive int he condition that im in...

i gave a brave front.. but when i reach home..i break down...

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a broken heaRT..

I NID A pocket full of sunshine...