Today i stayed back aft sch..

for shooting

performed well when im not under the coach's eye..

for some reason he made me nervous..

aft tt..i told sum1 of this problem i had..

the person told me..i was a fool..

-info lost due to bad memory- =.="

great shooters r usually females & asians..

know y?

becos they r gd @ focusing..

qoute ' goddammit..u have been studying all ur life..thats wad asians r gd 4..thats wad chinese r gd at..they start studying at the age of 4..'

the person asked me..wad do u do bef training?

i said : i tink & say to myself..i have to do well..i have to shoot well..

the person said..: ' wad do u do bef examz/test? u memorise ur formulas goddamit!..u dont go into the examz hall saying..i can do it..without studying! obviously u r not gona pass!..'


i said : orh yeah! [note to self: enter a shooting competition reciting all my basics! ]

the person ask me..

why do u tihnk asians female usually top in shooting?

[Reasons: they cn multi-task-use diff muscle without moving other muscles & can focus beta]

...the conversation continues

[note to self: bef a competition..be blind dumb and deaf...dont tok..dont laugh dont get excited..thats wad shooting is abt..self-control..composure..its an individual sport..not like the rest..i can do it!....12th April..here i come!]