wohoo!~ hi all ...
IM BACK!~ =)=)
wow!~ can u believe it!` im in year 3 liaox!~ time flies right.. the next thing u know.. i will hav graduated and practising liaoz!~ *faints*
niway!~ its crazy in year 3!~ its like they dont allow us to rest enuf man!~ its one thing followed by another thing and another thing!~ wow!~ hectic like hell man!~ its like a 9-5 /9-6 everyday except thurs!~ how r we supposed to survive...
niway!~ following the blog posts.. WOW~~ this year im turning 21.. like pretty unbelievable man!~
niway im not gonna moan n groan about life.. cause life sucks!~ right!~ it does!!
ignore this part cause im gonna complain!~
u know wud!~ im so broke.. even hav to owe my elder brother $$!! can u believe it!~ im still a student n people expect me to pay for my own stuff!~ its crazy i tell u... and they say i can quit my job!~ RIGHT!~ then how am i supposed to survive!? when my dad's income is jux enuf to pay for the CRAZILY EXPENSIVE BILLS!!! n he only earns $600+ a month! n my elder brother who earns like...4 times that amnont of $$ is only willing to fork out $ for my younger brother's tuition n expenses + marketing $! its amazing man!~ $^%$^!!!! all my fren hav their parents paying for their expenses + hp bills + they even hav enuf $ for lunch!~ and cause my @$#@%#$@%$ brother earns enuf, we r not qualified for low income bursaries!!~! ARGH!~ = more n more broke...
i really wanna celebrate my 21st in a chalet..i hope it happens
and i really wana go for atachment in ireland... which is not gonna happen cause its jux too ex!~
okies!~
self note ::
-need to get bday present for bad best frewn
-need to self-treat for passing my driving!~*collecting $50 for pizza @ home* [i applied my driving licence @ TP on the 21st april!~ n gungun got his on the same date!~ wow!~ talking abt co-incidences!]
-need to study on this weekend and monday... wonder who is willing to go out n study with me!~ house has too many distractions!~ its crazy!~
-need to go running/cycling/walking/jogging soon!~
-need to go out for a movie!~
sat- went out with ct .. to cathey to celeb her bday.. my treat.. as her bday present.. i was wondering.. was did she do for my bday.. NOTHING? oh well.. ><"
sat 6pm- post rapunzel movie, went OC + the shopping centre opp OC, connected to OC... when i received an sms frm my mom.. my 1st uncle frm my dad side who got 'lock down syndrome' who had blod clot in basilar artery 3 months ago.. got into critical condition.. went to KTPH from 9-10.30pm.. slept at 1am only to b woken up at 2.30am to my mom talking to my aunt on the phone.. with news that my uncle passed away..
=( bz with the wake n etc till 5-6pm... =( i jux saw him on sunday =( he was so happie.. laughed... omg.. i cant believe time passed by so faz.. life flickers jux liddat... miss visiting him at his lentor residence.. sigh.. if i were in my cousins place i would b disraught since shes the only child..
depressing friday n weekend
Dude.. cant forget u.. im going crazy.. i hope time can erase u frm my mind just like how i can erase u frm my msn n fb..
sigh.. over liaox.. a close frewn lost..
clinicals is making me go crazy soon!~
haha!~ elo all!~
here i am, again, after 9 months!~ my most updated updates!!~
haha!~ year one of poly jux flew by.. now im in year 2 poly!~ 2nd sem..
can u imagine all the excruciating torture i went thru. oh man,, u wont coz ur not me...
someone said that i have been complaining since jc.. oh well.. if u didnt wanna hear.. then jux tell me off.. why did u even bother to reply me.. ><>
i wonder if any1 still reads my blog. i hope not.. since its been inactive , now is my time to vomit all the bloody brain diarrhea here...
1st) coz my frewns in uni r bz with their examz n life.. dont feel like bothering them..
2nd) coz the other FRIEND i sms ... wants us to b normal friends..(i tot we were normal frewns in the 1st place.. how to i depromote a normal friend to? = so i dlt him frm fb,msn an*supposedly hp* but i got no heart to dlt his number.. dude.. duno why but ur already like a close frewn to me.. though i only met u once.. oh well..ur number is still in my hp.. i already said bye to u dude..so its a bye.. guess u wont recognize me outside...coz i dont feel like saying hi to u nimore..sometimes words do hurt dude.. n "Sorry i sounded harsh" doesnt make it better)
3rd) Im bloody exhausted frm clinicals that i can only sms/tok on the phone.. its like morning 3am wake up to finish reasearching about some clinical condition, 6am head to sgh, 8-5pm clinicals, 6.30-home + dinner 7.30-8.30-a short driving game with my bro on his ps2, 9pm-sleep......
sigh..pathetic life aint it.. but when i see the aunties walking with less/no pain.. it jux makes me feel a lot better <3<3<3<3>
anw, bout my mom.. after her RT her skin got burnt..n we cant paste the gauze on her coz it sticks n tears her skin... omg la..but its drying up with my consistent dressing..oh well
life will b pathetic with one less friend n my other issues...
oh well i still hav my other frewn....
i forgot to mention.. my ex-classmate who i always chat with... since the day i diverted topic 3 times in convo when he was asking for wad i feel for him.......................is also not replying............................
so thats 2 frewns gone...
lets see.. do i hav more frewns missing..?
no?
i dunno =( i guess all these ppl will b gone frm my life in the future too....
=( depressed!~
dude.. i liked u........
wohoo!!~ im baaccckkkk!!~ actually i was back on monday.. n guess wad?!?! no1 CARED!! at all.. my dad only miss called me once.. N thats it!!~ so cool!!~
ouh ouh.. hear this.. i realised that studying out is SO much MORe Productive!!~see someone study.. n u feel like studying too!!~ its like i covered 5 topics..!!~ 5/19 done..!~ whoa!!~ really whoa lerh...
im doing it again this sat..
dont tink im going to s'pore's air show.. though i tink its dumb to charge $20 to enter...but since a person mentioned that its like the grandest in asia n only happens every 2 years.... ouh well.. if u have the interest n see-ing flying objects turning n blowing fire/coloured gas in its wake.. well i tink its for u... >< im scared of these flying objects... what if they loose control n bang below?!?!... so many casualties..bleh!! MY TEST TML!!~ shyt !~ time to study... *i havent started!!*
writtern @2/03/2010 10:42:00 PM
pon sch on tues - pei my mom do biopsy in NUH(had to settle the docs for 1 month to get the subsidy by govt)
pon sch on fri- thurs nite my bro hospitalised; was at ttsh frm 8pm-3am; was at ttsh on fri the whole day
sat- mendaki(cover up for my bro), waited 1.5 hours at causeway to buy prepaid modem for my bro, only to b told off by the **** sales person bcoz i never bring i/c & need to pay by cash, ************ becoz i have to buy for my idiot brother hu only eat macs/kfc 3 macchicken n one dropped on the bus, only to be stepped.. n when i go home, he's happily mapling (which he does frm 2-9pm everday) n he pon religious class because of that... thats it.. my limit bursted.. i blew it.. my mom told me, im free to stay at my friends place n not go home...
ouh well, this might b the last time im using my netbookie..ouh wells, jux in case im not coming home tonight.. buaix all =)=) *wonder wad it feels like to stay out all nite..*
writtern @1/31/2010 04:29:00 PM
